Celebrating Mobility- One Year with Frank the Tank

Have you ever made a decision that change your entire life?  Approaching middle age at an alarming rate, its safe to say I’ve made a few of those, for better and worse, in my lifetime.  Few have been so life altering as the decision to get my hip replaced.  As I approach my one year anniversary with Frank the Tank, the name bestowed upon my trusty implant by my book club tribe, I’m finding it hard to put into words just how life changing that choice was.  It turns out, more hinged on that working hip than I knew.  Getting it fixed has given me back so much more than the ability to walk on my own two feet without a crutch.  it has allowed me to regain parts of my life I feared were lost forever. 

RA has stolen a lot from me over the years.  Hobbies, career aspirations, time with loved ones, dreams large and small, and of course, mobility.  Those who know me well, can likely easily name a dozen things I used to enjoy that I stopped doing.  Fewer will know the reason I stopped was that I just could not do them anymore, because the price was too high.  At some point, the joy of that hike in the woods was no longer enough to offset the days of agony that would follow.  So, I stopped hiking.  I stopped camping and canoeing.  I stopped escaping to the shore when I needed to sort things out…as I learned to listen to my body, it asked me to stop, and I did.  Even though it broke my heart.  I told myself that healing doesn’t come without its share of pain, and tried to resign myself to a less mobile life. Always assuming once the meds and lifestyle changes I’d made did their job, RA would loosen its grasp and allow me to get back to them one day soon. 

As the days stretched to years and medications provided relief but not recovery, I began to think about the damage that had been done.  Even more about the damage I might be doing compensating for that damage.  By this time, a cane had become a constant necessity, as my left hip refused to hold up to its side of the deal.  Using a cane was causing my already damaged right hand and wrist to become more stiff and sore, my fingers curled, hand unwilling to open fully.  I saw a crossroads ahead.  I could carry on as is, and lose the use of my hand, stop using a cane and resign myself to a seated life, or, get someone to help undo the damage that had been done.  Too stubborn to resign myself to life in a broken body in a world full of medical miracles, I started to push for a hip replacement, knowing long before the first scan that the hip was toast. 

Several rather frustrating appointments later, the evidence was in, the hip was very much toast, it would need replacing, it would take a year to find the doctor that agreed with my analysis, that waiting until I was older, as the first ortho suggested, was foolish.  Within a month of meeting him, Dr. Brooks would replace my hip, giving me a second chance at a mobile life.   Clearly a big picture kind of guy, he immediately expressed his concerns that continuing to use the crutches that I had traded my cane for 9 months before, would in time destroy my already damaged hands, wrists, shoulders, and elbows.  I remember holding back tears of relief as I realized, finally, there was a doctor who would help me, one who saw all of me.  Not just RA, not just a hip in need of replacing, all of me, the entire patient.  For the first time in the 5 years since diagnosis, a doctor asked me what quality of life meant for me.  What is my quality life?  I told him about the active life I’d left behind, about how much I wanted to do all of those things again.  I told him I missed sharing my love of the outdoors with my sons.  Without the slightest bit of hesitation, he told me we can do that, let’s start by replacing that junk hip.  Finally, I’d found a doctor who believed I should fight for my mobility, one who announced that he was in my corner now and would help me reach my goals. 

One hip replacement and several months of physical therapy later, I set down my crutches and took my first steps without assistance.  A year later, here I am, walking on my own two feet.  It seems like such a small thing, but it truly has changed everything.  With two free hands and a working hip, I am able to lug things, move things, and keep up with household chores again. Regaining independence has been a balm to my soul. In September, I took my first walk on a packed sand beach and I cried tears of joy.  By spring, I no longer needed a cane, even on uneven ground, as I regained strength and balance.  Regaining the stamina and strength to garden, to wander outside, to walk on the beach, has been life changing.  No longer simply going through the motions, I am alive again.  I’m making plans I could not have even considered a year ago.  I can take a walk when I am frustrated and angry.  I can say yes when invited on an adventure with friends.  I can plan adventures of my own. 

It’s been a valuable lesson in quality of life, and living with pain and limits when you do not have to.  A lesson about the importance of speaking up and being persistent, of valuing that quality of life enough to fight for it.  A lesson I will not soon forget.  RA is not going anywhere, it continues to do damage.  Never again will I allow it to steal pieces of me without a fight.  I’m sure it’s not the last hill I will encounter, but it’s reminded me that the view from the top is worth the climb.

 This weekend, I will celebrate Frank the tank with an island camping adventure with my book loving tribe.  An adventure I’ve turned down in the past knowing it was just going to kick my ass.  There may be some tears as I walk on the dock and board a boat for the first time in years, but they will be tears of joy.  Tears of triumph as I return to the sea and the life of outdoor adventures I love so much. 

Weathering Storms

While I try to begin each day with hope that the trajectory of 2020 will turn itself around, it seems like this might be a year loaded with trials and stress. If you suffer from a condition that is aggravated by stress, this is not good news. Add it to the pile right? It seems bad news is in abundance as storm after storm hits our country. With all the fear and life altering unpredictability of a hurricane, to say that the recent events have shaken things up is an understatement. As uncertainty, anger and fear continue to sweep the nation, and we face what will undoubtedly be a rough year (or ten) of recovery and healing, it’s going to be really important to take the time to attempt to manage stress and treat your body well. It is not the time to add fuel to the fire, we’ve already more than enough fires to fight at the moment. Being as healthy as you can, will make whatever comes next easier to survive.

That said, self care and stress management are anything but easy for most of us at the moment. If you are struggling to meditate, exercise, and eat well, you are not alone. Stress tends to bring out our worst habits as we reach for things to sooth our frazzled nerves. Personally, that means comfort food and binge watching sitcoms all day long. Which leads to feeling terrible, as lack of movement and piles of sugar feed inflammation and instigate other autoimmune symptoms. Which leads to…well, eating more junk and less moving, of course because I feel terrible.

Rinse and repeat, throw in a few days of attempting to behave myself and a smidge of exercise now and then, and that describes my life for the last two months. As the shit continues to hit the fan, I’ve become increasingly aware that this is A) not sustainable and B) not helping.

Since tanking my own health and mobility clearly won’t make this situation better, I’ve decided to focus on the fires I can put out, starting with the ones I’ve been dumping fuel on. That means watching what I eat, exercising daily, and managing stress, the three biggest keys to living well with rheumatoid arthritis and many other autoimmune conditions. Now is a great time to work on new habits and healthier responses to stress. With so much of it around, we’ll certainly get plenty of opportunities to practice.

Retraining our stress responses won’t be simple, but it will be worth it. Think about your own stress habits. What crutches do you turn to when it all becomes too much? Try to come up with a list of things you could do instead of reaching for that familiar, but ultimately destructive, soothing habit. Post the list where you can see it, preferably somewhere near the crutch you are trying to put down. That way, the next time you head to the snack cupboard after watching the news, you will be reminded that a walk will help you release the tension without feeding the flames. In time, feeling stressed will make you want to take that walk, just as it now has you reaching for a doughnut. Unlike the doughnut, all the walking will build a stronger, faster you. The way things are going this year, you just might need that speed to outrun the next storm.

Practitioner Spotlight- Angela Harrington WBFL-Fitness

When it comes to tackling any heath problem, the support of an experienced and knowledgeable team of health professionals makes all the difference. The more well rounded and varied your team members are, the more likely you are to successfully manage a chronic condition.

One of the longest standing members of my support team, is a dear friend who has been there for me every step of the way, Angela Harrington of WBFL-Fitness. Always a big fan of Angela’s attitude, a perfect mix of empathy, kindness and a dash of snarky realist, I’ve recently decided to make her a more official member of my team. Why? Simply put, I need a kick in the ass. As my friend of decades, I know I can count on Angela’s constant support and understanding. As my health coach? I know I can also count on her to give me the kick in the pants I need to take all of the things we have talked about and turn them into actions, actions for healing.

I recently sat down with Angela to talk about WBFL, her mission, and what she has to offer.

Q. What does WBFL stand for?

A. Workout Buddy For Life Fitness

Q. What drew you to this path?

A. I thought about becoming a personal trainer for several years but never really thought anyone would take me seriously. I even told one of the personal trainers that I hired that I loved working out more than going to Disney World. I did not start taking myself seriously until February 2018 when I met my Workout Buddy For Life, Stacy. She had just started working with the same personal trainer that I was training with and we would pass each other as one was leaving the workout and the other was going into one. I could tell she was apprehensive about being in the gym because it was written all over her face. Since I really hated going to the gym alone, I asked our trainer to introduce us and to give her my number to see if she was looking for a workout buddy. Fortunately, Stacy called me. We started out slowly, working out once a week for half an hour, in addition to our weekly session with the trainer we were both working with. It took some time for Stacy to work up to my level so that we could work together more. I told Stacy that I had just enrolled in the National Academy of Sports Medicine for my certification in personal training, at our trainer’s recommendation. And the rest, as they say, is history… Almost, because Stacy ended up getting her certification with me.

Q. What are your goals for WBFL? Your mission?

A. My goals and mission are for WBFL is to show people their inner strength through their outer strength. Because of Stacy’s willingness to work with me, I was reminded that in one of the group training classes I participated in, there was a woman who considered herself more fit than I was because of my size (weight loss has been the biggest challenge of my life). When the 6-week session was done, the woman came up to me and told me that I made her realize that everyone’s health and fitness journey is different and that she was wrong for silently judging me. I had proved to her that my weight was not going to hold me back as I was stronger and faster than many of the people in the program. The fact that I could do things she could not opened her eyes and her heart. I want to help women find their inner strength by finding their physical strength.

Q. What is the most important thing for people who are struggling with their health to know?

A. People need to know that there is no perfect or easy method to getting their health on track. It is not one size fits all. Some things will work for me that will not work for you, and vice versa. Finding what works, unfortunately, is going to cost a lot of time and money. I know this from experience which is what makes me different than most personal trainers. I have been working out for YEARS, and have tried several different diet methods, replacement meal shake/bars, have had doctors prescribe me weight loss “medications” (that literally did nothing) and even walked the line of considering gastric surgery. It honestly was not until recently that I found something that has me losing weight and resetting my body.

They also need to know that health really does start in the grocery store. What you buy and eat is more important than any exercise – which is super important, but you cannot exercise out of a bad diet (I do not know where I got this quote from, but it is so true).

People need to know that there is no perfect or easy method to getting their health on track. It is not one size fits all.

Q. If you could travel back in time and tell your younger self something, what would it be?

 A. I would tell myself that health, nutrition, and fitness are the primary investments that I need to follow through with. We only get this one life; one body and we trash it until medical issues or medical scares force us to change. Also, I would tell myself to become an advocate for my own health, not just my family’s. I let myself think, for years, that there was something wrong with me because I could not lose weight.

Q. What do you struggle with the most personally?

A. I personally struggle with the impressions and stories I put into my head that other people “must” be thinking of me. I am still overweight by approximately 60 pounds, so who am I to tell someone how to eat and lose weight?

Q. What makes you qualified to help people get their lives on track?

I am a Certified Personal Trainer, a Certified Nutrition Coach, and a Certified Behavior Change Specialist. I am currently working on certifications for Women’s Coaching Specialist and Pre & Postnatal Coaching Specialist. From there, I will continue my education and learn new methods through exercise and nutrition.

While my training and education means I have gathered many tools that can help people who struggle with their health, I think the thing that best qualifies me is the fact that I am walking the walk and talking the talk. I do not have my clients do anything that I have not at least tried. As I said before, I know that some things will work for me that will not work for others. I am here to help people reach their health goals by coaching them, working with them to create their own customized program once they have selected which method, of my offerings, and I know how to make their success become a lifestyle. I, also, admit that I do not know all. For that reason, I am a part of a “Mistress-mind” group who are all associated with health and wellness; so, if I do not know the answer to a question, I do have resources ready and willing to help me out.

Q. Any final words for our readers?

A. Remember:

“Keep Working Out Buddies, Your Perfect is Growing!”

~Angela Harrington, WBFL-Fitness, LLC.

If you would like Angela’s help getting your health on track, pop on over to her website or reach out to her on Facebook. Her personalized approach, coming from a space of understanding and experience, is truly a unique gift in the health coaching world.

Why I am getting off the fear train

Are you tired of the 24-hour fear train?  Of playing hide and seek with germs?  Of watching the days of the calendar tick by as you wait for the world to pull itself together?  If you’re like me, you’ve had about as much of this circus as you can handle.  I’m at the end of the line, getting ready to hop off. I’ve waited patiently for the train to pull into a station where we can all safely disembark. Since it hasn’t even slowed down once in the past two months, looks like its time to tuck and roll.  So, I’m going to jump off this crazy train and back into life, or whatever parts of it are still open. 

Before you decide I’ve just lost my mind from too many cooped up days, let me reassure you, that’s not it.  Not entirely anyway, though my mental health is definitely involved in weighing the decision and one of the driving forces, it’s not because I’m nuts that I am going back to the real normal (you can keep your new normal).  I am going back to preserve my mental health, but more than that, I’m returning to my normal life because I don’t believe in living in fear.  You either tackle the problem or you run from it, cowering in the corner is not one of the accepted responses in my book.  After all, it’s called the flight or fight response, not the flight, fight, or fetal position response.  Unless you are being mauled by a bear, the fetal position leads to nothing but peril.  It makes you vulnerable.  As uncomfortable with vulnerability as the next guy, that’s not a place I can hang out.  Honestly, I’m impressed I lasted this long, my fight response is strong. I am not one to back away, let alone turn into a cowering puddle.  Nope, I am not doing that.  I can’t cower in fear, I tried, really hard, to respect the fear of my loved ones, and play by the new rules, but as the restriction to my life look like they may end by Fall, if we’re lucky, its time for me to go back to living life, dangers and all.

No that was not a typo, I’m going back to my life of dangers, because for me, that’s the reality of life.  I’m not blessed with a fear free life, with good health and easy days.  Mine has been one of struggle and hardships, of constantly putting on the big girl panties and getting on with it even though it completely sucks.  A life of adaptation.  A life choc full of danger from internal and external forces.  In my experience, you either find a way to conquer the fear of the dangers you face, or turn into a weeping ball, there really isn’t much room for middle ground when it comes to life with chronic illness. Flight isn’t an option when the problem is literally carried inside of you.  Good luck getting away.  So, live in fear or learn to push through the fear and grab onto the living left in your life. 

It’s called the flight or fight response, not the flight, fight, or fetal position response.

Having a disease that could kill me if left untreated and might kill me even with treatments, a disease that weakens my immune system leaving me susceptible to everything from the common cold to an infected toe, a disease which requires me to take dangerous medications that also might kill me, has taught me to handle fear of dying in a way many probably never do.  When potential death lies down every path you could possibly choose, when it becomes a constant companion, you get used to it.  You become accustomed to knowing you could die sooner than you once imagined.  That ticking clock informs many of your decisions, though often not in the ways one might imagine if they can’t hear its incessant ticking.  Death lurks in the shadows, waiting, will you walk straight into his arms or run the other way, knowing he’ll still be right behind you?  Never a fan of strange dudes who lurk in shadows, I choose to walk the other way.  To leave death trailing me, aware he’s there, but not worried about when he might tackle me.  As a very wise man once told me, when your number’s up, your numbers up.  Words to live by, words I wish I’d heard sooner. 

Anxious since birth, I’ve let fear rule my choices most of my life.  What ifs have won out over what could have been, over and over again.  It seems the saying is true, you only regret the chances you didn’t take.  Being sidelined from the career I dreamed of before I ever really took the chance to make it wonderful, haunts my disabled life.  Had I pursued it full force, moved somewhere unfamiliar to take any of the amazing opportunities that were available and put myself out there, I might have been in a position to oversee science work by the time my body called it quits.  Not working so hard physically might have given me extra years of mobility.  The mights and the should haves pile up, forming a wall between what is and what might have been.  On the other side, lay many of my dreams.  Oddly enough, the constant threat of death brought by chronic disease, is what finally taught me how to live.  It reminded me what was at stake.  My life.  Not only in the biological sense, but in the broader sense, the essence of my life.  For life is indeed not measured by the number of breaths we take, but what we do with that breath.  I spent far too long holding mine.  Far too long holding back in fear. 

Realizing it could end any day, really taking that message in and hearing it, changed everything.  The mountainous troubles of everyday life shrank, the beauty of the everyday moments grew.  Time spent doing the little things became precious as my body became stubborn and unwilling to do the most basic tasks.  Eventually, for the transition was slow and painful indeed, fear faded into the background as the fight to preserve my active life took over.  Faced with uncertainty concerning the quantity of my life, I did what any sane person would, I turned my focus on squeezing as much quality out of it as I can.  This situation?  This is stealing quality from my life, and I’ve fought too hard for too long to let it take that from me. 

The fact is, I know my days are numbered.  I know I am unlikely to get as many as the next guy.  I know at some point, there won’t be the option of repairing the damage, and I will be immobile.  I know the medication I take might destroy vital organs or leave me susceptible to death by infection.  Life has forced me to take chances simply to remain mobile and alive.  I’ve made my peace with that.  COVID-19?  Just another in the very long list of diseases that might wipe me out if I catch them.  Diseases those around me frequently pass without even a thought about the danger they have to folks like me.  Colds, flus, strep, a bad pedicure, any of that can take me out of the game for good.  I could choose to spend my life secluded, on guard against germs…or I can choose to live life with a bit of common sense and caution and hope for the best.  Hope?  She’s my girl.  Through everything, hope has been there for me.  Hope keeps me moving forward, even though I can see death in the shadows.  She holds my hand when the times get rough and gives me the strength to look fear in the face and say not today. 

Today I’m going back to choosing hope.  I’m going back to time with beloved friends and family.  I’m going back to kissing babies, because babies smell like miracles, and I miss that smell.  I won’t be shaking hands, I do like that change, with sore hands that has made me cringe for years, but I WILL be hugging again.  I will be hugging anyone who lets me, because if there is anything the world needs right now, it is a nice big warm hug to chase away the fear and remind us we are love. 

The Fear Train

Is it just me or is the general state of the world a little hard to handle right now?  The list of people I can currently have a conversation about the state of the world with, without anyone getting fairly upset, is at an all-time low.  For me, that’s a pretty good meter for how we’re all doing, and let me tell you, it’s not pretty.  I see a whole lot of anxiety, fear, depression, blaming, fear, finger pointing, did I mention fear?  Boy is there ever plenty of fear.  The general energy, attitude and mood of the world at large has me feeling like I am at the edge of the tornado, clinging onto a palm tree for all I’ve got, trying not to get sucked in.  Fear is like that.  It builds power as it gains victims, the more people jump on board the fear train, the bigger it gets.  Now a few months in with 24-7 coverage, this fear train is officially the biggest of our lifetimes, and it looks to many of us as though it’s jumped the tracks. 

The result?  Anxiety, stress, depression, and even more fear.  I’m certainly feeling it.  Are you?  Like a small heard of winged elephants dancing in my chest as a troop of pixies poke holes in my brain, I am definitely feeling the effects of the global fear.  The fact is, I’m not afraid.  No, that’s not accurate, I am afraid, I’m just not afraid of focus of the fear so much as the fear itself.  The fact is fear makes me extremely uncomfortable.  Far too aware of human nature, I understand that people acting on fear are not considering all the angles.  When faced with fear we are biologically programed to act.  There is not much room for considering the options when flight or fight enters the arena.  Run or face the lion, that’s how we are made, a survival instinct that has placed us at the top of the food chain.  But what happens when the lion doesn’t ever stop chasing you?  Or the chase lasts for weeks instead of the minutes you were designed for? 

You end up like me, over here, pacing the floors and feeling like I just might pop at any minute.  Since anxiety and I go way back, I can see very clearly all the signs that she’s here to visit once again.  Irritability, restless nights, lack of focus, add literal pacing and a healthy heap of unhealthy emotional eating, and the evidence is clear, I’m anxious.  Not about getting sick mind you, oddly enough as the world cowers in fear of a global pandemic, that is actually not even on my list of concerns.  I don’t fear COVID, I fear the fear of COVID.  I worry about the impact, I empathize with those it will cripple, the dreams it will crush, the fallout it will leave behind.  I stand beside those who are delaying diagnosis and treatment for diseases that will shorten their lives, or the number of good days they have left.  I am painfully aware of the realities of paycheck to paycheck living and wondering how you will feed your children and keep a roof over their heads.  My heart aches for those who reside with people who have hate and hurt where love should have been.  Between the brutality of reality and the reality of anxiety, I am teetering at an edge I haven’t seen in years.  Just between us?  It’s a view I’ve worked really hard to put in the rearview mirror.  The past couple of weeks that edge has been my campsite.  I think I’ve seen enough.  I think its time to take a leap of faith and get off the train.  Even if that means dodging it for the rest of the year.  I was always more of a sprinter than a long-distance runner.

Lessons from Homeschooling with Chronic Illness

As the country turns to a home-based education, it seems like a good time to share what homeschooling has taught me this year.  We embarked on our homeschool journey last September.  Since then we have both discovered a great deal about learning, cooperation, and ourselves. 

Making the decision to homeschool was not something I considered lightly.  Before taking the plunge, I turned it over for years, debating with myself if a classroom education, with all the social benefits and resources I didn’t have access to at home, was worth the stress it was obviously putting on my non-conformist youngest child.  I told myself he would eventually adapt and learn to sit and learn, to do the work for the sake of getting the work done, to trudge through the monotony of it all.  I told myself that for 5 years.  Five years during which my son learned that he was different, less than, unable, unfit, and an outsider.  All of which is untrue, well except different, he certainly is that! 

Last year I began to see the toll it was taking on him.  His frustration with school was being internalized.  He didn’t fit the mold and he felt like the problem was him.  As someone who has often toyed with a career in education and spent a good deal of time in that realm, someone who is not an educator because she can’t play in that broken system, I knew quite well the problem was not him. The problem was the box they were trying to shove him into.  The problem is this kid doesn’t fit in that box, like so many others.  The problem, at the end of the day, was that they were attempting to change the kid instead of giving him a better box for who he is.

My youngest kid is stifled by paperwork and monotony.  As I often told his teachers, this child is not going to grow up to be an office worker, he isn’t built for such things.  He craves novelty and information; he carries a curiosity and imagination that demand to be fed.  Curiosity wants nothing to do with a workbook.  Curiosity wants to explore, to do, to try, to learn.  And imagination, well imagination is like a puppy, give it the attention it demands or try to ignore it while it nips, nibbles and bumps you.  School wasn’t feeding either of those aspects of my son, and they honestly are a huge part of who he is.  In fact, if you asked for two words to describe his personality, those are the words I would choose, curious and imaginative. 

Imagination is like a puppy, give it the attention it demands or try to ignore it while it nips, nibbles and bumps you.

So, I watched as struggling lead to hopelessness and low self-esteem. I listened to the ever-increasing list of negative beliefs my son was building around him.  My heart broke as he told us he was “stupid”, “Bad at math”, “weird”, “friendless”, the list continued to grow as I watched my child sink into depression.  Then one day he uttered the words that sealed the deal.  My 10-year-old told me he wanted to die.  Life had grown too heavy, constantly buried in work, missing recess for years on end, he was not thriving in public school, and it had become so heavy, he was seeking the ultimate out.  I knew immediately what I had to do, whether I could handle it or not.  I had to throw him a lifeline, literally.  Suddenly a difficult decision seemed not that hard at all.  Even if I didn’t know how I would manage it physically. 

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So, I started looking into what homeschooling looks like, began gathering resources, and soon gave my son the news, this was his last year of public school. In the fall we would begin homeschooling.  He was relieved and excited.  The promise that this was the end of the struggle helped him get through the last month and a half of school.  He finished the year with honors.  Because you see that child who was learning he was stupid, was not dumb at all.  Five years of struggle, five years of good report cards.  Proof enough for us that the problem was not the kid.  The kid was smart, the system was going to drown him anyway.  So, the lifeline was tossed, and we began our new life in September.

I’d be lying if I said it was all smooth sailing.  As many of you have discovered, transitioning to schooling at home is not easy!  You aren’t used to formal teaching, they aren’t used to you being the teacher.  Kids must test any new dynamic, repeatedly, until they are really sure it can’t be broken, like really, really sure if they are stubborn like my youngest son!  I spent three months constructing a learning plan, making a daily schedule, gathering worksheets, books, websites, and lesson plans.  Within the first two weeks of school I would throw most of that right out the window. 

Daily schedule?  Yeah, no thanks, that was not working for either of us.  The schedule was making failures of us both.  Worksheets?  Unless its amazingly fun, my child would rather stare at the wall all day.  Something I knew but ignored at first.  He quickly reminded me; I’ll never forget the body language the first time I handed him a worksheet.  Like a balloon someone had just let the air out of, he flopped into his chair, defeated.  Luckily, there is no reason workbooks need to be part of a homeschool education.  I began to tweak the plan, I kept the bones, the master list of what he is expected to learn in grade 6, and reinvented our schedule as needed.  Slowly, he settled into the routine of home-based learning, as I adapted to having someone home all the time. 

Over the next few months, both of us slowly transformed.  He began to be more like his old self, quick to joke, full of ideas, happy, friendly.  I watched his confidence grow and listened as he discovered he was amazing at fractions, history, and science.  We moved away from the daily tackling of all the subjects and into a block schedule, tackling two to three subjects a day, but giving them more time, allowing for the deep dives my son prefers to take into a subject.  

I learned that the chronic disease I thought may hinder my ability to teach, had actually prepared me for this journey in surprising ways.  RA has taught me to be adaptable, to be patient, to accept the days I can’t, and go for it on the days I can.  Bringing all of that to homeschooling, has worked brilliantly for us.  I’ve also learned to be gentler with myself on bad days.  Rather than push through because we are “in school”, I’ve realized I can take a down day still.  My sweet student is more than happy to read and write and let me take the nap I need to get through on the hardest days.  For the first winter in years, depression didn’t eat me up.  Not rattling around alone all day, has kept me focused and feeling useful.  Providing a physical education for him, means more exercise for me too.  In fact, he’s the one most likely to instigate our walks.  A push I often need as walking is not my body’s favorite exercise.  Feeding a growing boy who is capable of helping create meals, means we both eat better.  The transition has been bigger than I had imagined, for both of us.

As we approach the end of our first homeschool year, my son is confident and happy.  He’s blossomed into a voracious reader.  He absolutely loves creative writing and spends as much time on his stories as I will allow, often picking them back up long after I’ve declared our daily schooling “over”.  That is perhaps the most beautiful thing about homeschooling, the learning never stops.  Now that teaching and learning have been woven into the fabric of our lives, any moment may be a teaching moment.

He no longer fills his time with as much screen time as I will allow.  In fact, I rarely need to tell him that is enough video game time.  He chooses more enriching activities now, because we have chosen to weave his learning into the things he loves.  We use books, games, and interactive websites.  We build, make, and create.  We ask questions, suggest solutions and seek the answers.  All day, every day.  In a way, our homeschooling schedule is 24-7, 365. 

Homeschooling field trip at Roque Bluffs, ME

Other than history, which we’ve decided to work through chronologically because “the way school jumps around is stupid and confusing” (his words), we are wrapping up that list of things 6th graders “need to know” ahead of schedule.  For a kid who was chronically behind for 5 years?  That in itself is some sort of miracle.  When I add in all the books he’s had time to read, all the words he’s written for fun, and the learning games and projects we’ve done outside of school, it is really quite amazing.  Seeing how much he has grown this year, I know we made the right choice for him.  Seeing the ways it has changed my life, I can say it was also a wonderful choice for me. 

Advocating for health

Are you an advocate for health?  If you have been diagnosed with a chronic condition, or you are suffering from an undiagnosed mystery illness, you are going to need to be.  The fact is, no one cares about how badly you are doing or solving your medical mysteries as much as you do.  That is not to say there won’t be people who are concerned, possibly even including your doctor, but none of them are in the position to fight for your health like you are.  They are not in your body, they don’t know how it is behaving, or misbehaving.  As a result, they won’t know what to do to help you.  The only way they will find out is if you learn to effectively advocate for your own health and healing.

The first step to advocating for a chronic health condition is going to be stop ignoring symptoms.  Chronic diseases come with chronic symptoms.  Incredibly adaptable as we are, we truly can get used to just about anything.  And chances are, if you’ve learned to live with it, you aren’t going to remember to mention it to your doctor.  So, step one is stop ignoring your body.  Listen to its complaints, notice the ways it doesn’t feel good, the ways you have changed your approach to activities because your body won’t do it the “normal” way anymore.  Every little adaptation you have made will need to be examined. 

The best way to get a good, clear picture of what is happening in your body is to keep a symptom journal.  This can be as simple as a notebook, an app, or this printable symptom journal.  Record your sleep patterns, pain level and location, and any other symptoms that come up.  Track your mood and how rested you feel.  Sleep that doesn’t leave you feeling rested can be a big clue for a medical professional.  Recording your daily symptoms will allow you to find trends, to identify the things that are the most frequent, but also to catch the small things that are frequent but not constant.  Before you meet with your doctor, take the time to go through that journal and jot down all the frequent symptoms and issues you have recorded, along with anything out of the ordinary.  You may have a long list, that is okay, this is detective work, the more clues you can give the doctor, the better.

That said, be prepared for irritation when you bring a long list of issues, and don’t be afraid to let that be your cue to move on.  If the doctor that you are seeing now does not seem to have the time for your issues, and brushes off your symptoms, get a new doctor.  If your doctor will not order testing to rule out causes of your symptoms, get a new doctor.  If they tell you it is all in your head, or suggest it is only depression, get a new doctor.  You know your body.  This can’t be stressed enough.  If you know something is wrong, it is.  You do not have to suffer in silence.  Doctors are there to help you, if they aren’t find one that is.  Having a doctor who hears you, orders testing to confirm or rule out diagnosis, and tries to help solve your medical mysteries will make all the difference in the success of your outcome.  Lazy medicine will never get you where you need to be.

You do not have to suffer in silence.

When you find a doctor you feel you can trust to help you on this journey, the next and maybe most important step of all to effective health advocacy comes into play, Be Honest.  Completely, entirely, candidly honest.  If they are going to help you, they need the entire picture.  Even the embarrassing and disgusting bits, sometimes especially the embarrassing and disgusting bits.  Remember, you do not know which symptoms might be the key, the flag that says, hey check for this.  So, share them all.  Better to have an uncomfortable conversation than to suffer.

Speaking of suffering in silence, part of advocating for yourself with chronic disease that we haven’t touched on yet, being honest with your loved ones, workplace, and anyone who has expectations about your abilities.  If they are accustomed to you doing things for them or with them, give them the courtesy of being honest about any limits you’re finding you need to honor.  Don’t just suck it up and push through in silence.  I did this for so many years.  Years in which I could have had help and understanding.  Suffering in silence also leads to misunderstanding and hurt feelings.  After all, if they don’t know you are battling fatigue, or your knees have been killing you for weeks, canceling that plan to hike or that night out might feel personal.  Be honest about your health struggles.  Not a broken record, but honest.  They won’t see your pain or the limits it creates for you if you don’t point them out.  So, speak up.

Back at the doctor’s office, you’ve got a doctor you can trust, they help you identify the causes, advocacy done right? Wrong! If the disease is chronic, you will never be done advocating for what you need. Sorry, but that is the truth, buckle in, you’re in this for the long haul, and you are going to have to be at the wheel. No riding shotgun staring out the window while the doctor does all the work. For one thing, that won’t work, without good feedback from you, your doctor cannot know how well prescribed treatments are working.

Remember that symptom journal? Keep writing in it! Add tracking medications, side effects, activities that help, any exercises or other nonprescription remedies you are using. If you find that something is not working, or it is causing another problem, discuss it with your doctor. Rarely are treatments one size fits all. What works for some might not work for you, and in most cases, there are going to be many options for treatment. Through trial and error, if you speak up and are honest about effectiveness, you can find the one that works for you. If you don’t self-advocate, you may cause more health issues while suffering, for no reason. You won’t know if another option might be better for you unless you try. So, speak up, be honest, and ask for what you need.

How are you going to know what you need?  Unless your doctor is above and beyond the norm, waiting for them to give you the magical treatment option might not work out.  It’s time to consider the last important aspect of self-advocacy, education.  Once you have a diagnosis, it’s going to be your job to become an expert on it.  Even if you have a specialist handing your disease.  The more you know, the better prepared you will be.  Being prepared means you will be more likely to ask the right questions and discuss the things that particular doctor can assist you with.  It can also help you to root out other hidden medical issues.  If you have a symptom you thought was your chronic disease, but none of the literature mentions it, it may well be something else happening. 

Researching your condition may also allow you to identify management strategies you are not likely to hear from your specialist.  Many doctors tend to lean heavily on pharmaceutical or surgical interventions when lifestyle changes could be just as effective.  Even when the best treatment is medication, there are often many other things you can be doing to help manage symptoms and reduce disease activity.  Things you may never hear about if you stick to only doing what your doctor comes up with.  Working as a part of the team, gives you better odds of success. 

If you listen to your body, educate yourself about your condition(s), and develop an honest partnership with a good medical team, chronic illness is much more manageable. Keeping a symptom journal, paying attention to how treatments are working, and speaking up when they are not, will make you an effective advocate for health.  Self-advocacy leads to healing!  Don’t wait, Self-advocate!

Newly Diagnosed? What you need to know about Rheumatoid Arthritis

If you’re reading this, you’ve probably recently been told you have Rheumatoid Arthritis.  If you’ve just joined the millions of people in the world with RA you probably have a lot of questions.  I know I certainly did.  If you’re anything like me, you’ve already done a google search and seen some alarming statistics and depressing photos of the damage RA does.  The first thing I want you to know is, that doesn’t have to be you.  Take a deep breath and repeat after me, I can do this, I can get RA under control.  While RA certainly is a serious disease that will do damage if not kept in check, it is also, in most cases, manageable.  And when it isn’t, well, medicine has many answers, up to and including installing new body parts if necessary, but I’m getting ahead of myself.  Let’s start at the beginning.  What exactly is RA?

Rheumatoid arthritis is an inflammatory autoimmune disease.  It is both systemic and chronic.  This means it is able to attack throughout the body, and it is here for life.  Not good news.  Don’t panic, we’re going to get the bad news out of the way first.  So, more bad news, it can and will cripple you if not taken seriously.  Attacking any joint it pleases, RA is best known for deforming hands and feet, but is certainly not limited to those joints.  Knees, hips, elbows and shoulders are also common problem areas for folks with active RA.  Not limited to attacking joints, the inflammation generated by disease activity is able to spread throughout the body impacting tendons, eyes, lungs, heart and other organs.  Lung or heart involvement can be fatal.  Making managing the disease extremely important.  I can’t really stress this point enough, take RA seriously.  It is every bit as serious as Cancer, left untreated it is every bit as deadly.  So, how are you going to manage this potentially deadly, debilitating disease? 

The first step, is to start to assemble your medical team.  This will grow over the years based on your individual needs and areas of involvement (RA does not affect any two patients in exactly the same way.)  To start you will need a primary care physician (PCP) who you feel very comfortable with and trust a great deal, they will be helping you manage your wellness, get needed care, and hopefully catching any balls the rest of the team might drop.  Next up is a good rheumatologist.  This one might take some time, sadly there are a lot of cruddy ones out there.  Finding the right rheumy for you may take a few tries, keep looking, it is worth it.  The final member of the starting lineup for your healthcare team for now is some sort of mobility specialist, someone who knows about how bodies move and function.  This might be a personal trainer, occupational therapist, or perhaps even a massage therapist.  RA will challenge your mobility; you will need someone who you can trust to help you keep things moving. 

Now that you have the beginnings of a healthcare team lined up, its time to think about the ways you are going to fight this.  There really are a lot of options.  Medications, diet, exercise, lifestyle changes, there are many ways in which people get disease activity under control. The approach you choose to take is up to you. Just be sure, whatever option you choose you really stick with it and follow it through. There are many people who control rheumatoid arthritis with diet and exercise, but that can’t be done if you’re half assed about it.  Managing rheumatoid arthritis naturally may work for some people, but it is a serious commitment. This is also true for the medications; you can’t take them some of the time and expect to slow disease activity.  RA is all in, you need to go all in too if you want to win the battle, and you definitely want to win this battle!

Whether you choose a traditional medical route or a more natural holistic route to managing your RA, I recommend everyone pay special attention to the foods you’re putting in your body. No matter what approach you’re taking, sugar is inflammatory. In fact, many foods are inflammatory. Successfully controlling the inflammation in your body due to RA, will definitely be helped by limiting the number of inflammatory substances you consume. Essentially RA is a house fire, don’t pour gas on it. Likewise, no matter the approach, there are anti-inflammatory foods and substances you can consume to help put out the fire. To learn more about diet, inflammation, and the foods that feed and quench inflammation check our page on diet and autoimmune disease. It includes many helpful links to diets people with RA have found helpful. 

Another very important aspect of managing rheumatoid Arthritis is movement. You’re going to need to develop an exercise program. One of the big challenges of life with RA will be finding the balance between movement and rest. Developing strong muscles and moving joints daily by engaging in low impact exercises can go a long way toward protecting your mobility. With the guidance of your doctor and a certified trainer or physical therapist, you can you can come up with a series of exercises that are appropriate for whatever mobility challenges you may already be facing, and routines that promote fitness while protecting joint health. Be gentle with yourself, and take it especially easy on swollen, inflamed joints, but do not stop moving them.  Like the tin man, if you are still too long, they will freeze up, unlike the tin man, you don’t have an oil can to get them moving again. 

Next up, you need to think about your lifestyle and consider making some changes.  You’ve already noticed RA challenges the way you normally live, now it’s time to consider how changing the way you live can help reduce the symptoms of RA.  The first thing to consider is stress.  If you live a life filled with stress, an overfull schedule, and little downtime to decompress, RA will claim you quickly.  One of the things everyone seems to agree about is Stress feeds RA, it causes it to be more active.  If there are sources of stress you can cut out, do.  You also need to make time to do things to reduce your stress.

Speaking of sources of stress, lets talk about work.  This is a hard one, and you very well may not like what I am going to tell you.  If your job demands a lot of repetitive movement, hours of sitting or standing at a time, or long hours, you need to consider making a change.  The fact is, the more you use those hands to type, or that shoulder to pull that lever 1000 times a day, the fewer years that body part will work.  We are much more susceptible to wear and tear injuries than people without RA.  Repetitive and high impact movements will cause bone deterioration.  Holding the same position for hours, whether that is sitting, standing or holding a pen, will cause joints to stiffen and freeze up.   Consider making a change in the way you work or the job you do.  Talk to your employer about ways to modify the work you do.  Share your limits, it may help you continue to work longer.  Because it is a disabling condition, the ADA (Americans with Disabilities Act) requires employers to make necessary adaptations wherever possible. 

Also consider reducing the number of hours that you work to allow more time for rest and recovery. Time to rest is another extremely important aspect of your lifestyle you need to examine.  Living a good life with RA requires balance.  Work must be balanced with rest; rest must be balanced with movement.  Making the time to take breaks throughout the day and being sure to give yourself enough time to rest at night are both keys to managing RA well. 

Speaking of resting at night, let’s talk sleep.  Sleep is not an easy thing to manage.  The fact is having RA or any autoimmune condition means you need more sleep, the other fact is, RA symptoms make sleep hard to get.  This is part of the reason building rest and recovery time into your life is important.  Don’t be afraid to nap when you can.  It is healing for you to nap.  Make sure there is time in your schedule to at least try to get enough sleep at night.  This is no time to attempt burning the candle at both ends.  Remember, your house is on fire, lets not add flames.

The last, but probably most important thing for you to know about life with RA is that you need to be your own advocate.  Across the board.  In all aspects of life.  You need to learn to speak up for yourself, to ask for help, to tell people that you are struggling.  This goes for your medical team, your family, friends, co-workers, and employer.  This is not the time to go with the flow and keep quiet, pushing through the pain.  It’s time to ask for what you need.  If you need help, ask for it.  If picking things up off the floor takes everything you’ve got, ask someone else to do it.  If you are struggling with pain, fatigue, brain fog and other symptoms, or side effects from medications, talk to you doctor.  Don’t suffer in silence.  If it is hurting you, it is safe to assume damage is being done.  While we can get a great deal of damage fixed, with surgery, therapy, time, money and help, we can also prevent a lot of that by being a good advocate. 


Speaking up about your limits at work can result in changes in the way the work is done that lead to extra years of being able to work.  Anytime you hesitate to ask for help, I want you to look at the body part(s) you are protecting by requesting the assist.  Do you like to use your hands?  Do you want to use them longer?  Then ask for that speech to text software, keep the job you love (with the great insurance you are about to love more than you could ever imagine) and enjoy the extra years of mobile hands. 

With a competent medical team, determination, balance, rest, movement, and a whole lot of self-advocacy, you can live a great life with RA.  It will take patience and time to get there.  Sometimes it won’t seem like you ever will.  But a life with controlled Rheumatoid Arthritis is beautiful.  Knowing that you fought for it, makes it even more spectacular. 

Staying Calm in an anxious world

Well, there is no doubt about it, the level of anxiety and fear in the world today is the highest it has been in decades.  Not since 911 have I seen this level of uncertainty in fellow Americans.  With restrictions and measures to control the spread of COVID-19 changing day by day, the unease many of us feel continues to grow.  Whether that fear be of the germs spreading or the reaction to this pandemic, anxiety is now at an all time high.  Uncertainty over the future of our food security, job security, and economic future weigh heavily on many along with fear for the health and safety of those we hold dear.

In times like these it is important to find ways to calm the anxiety and fear.  An anxious, fearful mind is not a well-functioning mind.  Studies have proven that fear and anxiety lower cognitive function and problem-solving skills.  In a world where both could really make the difference between making it and not, managing those feelings becomes very important.  We’re in the wilderness now, folks, time to refocus and watch for that lion, lest we become its next meal.  Luckily, there are a lot of things we can do to calm the anxiety and fear so we can focus on what is happening here and now. 


In these rather special and unique circumstances, the very first step we need to take to get the anxiety and fear under wraps is taking a big step back from the 24-hour news stream.  If you’ve been watching this disaster unfold all day everyday on the news and social media sites, shut it off, set it down, and walk away!  You did good to hang in this long, you deserve a break from your vigil.  Because you don’t want to be unaware if the situation changes, choose a time once, or twice a day to check in with ONE news source.  Just for the updates, just for the facts.  Please don’t choose Facebook as that news source!  Whatever newspaper, television newscast, or web-based news source you prefer, skimming it once a day will keep you informed without being constantly overwhelmed.  If you are a frequent social media scroll-er, scroll on by the pandemic pandemonium and focus on those cute kid pics, the endless amazing free virtual experiences being offered everywhere at the moment, or pop into my new favorite group Quarantine Karaoke (created by a fellow Mainer 😊 because we know how to get through tough times!) for some music and entertainment.  Unplugging from the news will help you put your focus on more positive things.  Something that is really important if you are trying to manage anxiety right now.


It is a well-known fact that controlling our breathing can help us through many things.  Breathing through pain, the Lamaze method, has long been used during labor.  Many women, yours truly included, have continued to use this well-known breathing method to control other types of pain.  But, did you know there are many other breathing methods?  It turns out there are methods of breathing for increased lung capacity, endurance, pain, sleep, stress reduction and so much more.  The simplest, and probably best-known method of breathing for stress relief is deep breathing.  Another popular method that I have been using is the 4-7-8 method, a method that has been specifically identified as a great stress reduction and focus technique.  Simply breath in for 4 seconds, hold it for 7 seconds, and exhale for 8 seconds, repeat 2-4 times, you may be surprised how much better you feel.  The best thing about this anxiety management tool is you can do it anytime, anywhere, and it takes less than one minute. 


Since breathing and meditation go together like bread and butter, let’s talk about this ancient method for stress reduction and re-centering next.  Used in India for thousands of years, meditation has been gaining popularity in western culture over the past few decades.  Chances are, if you suffer from anxiety regularly, someone has suggested you try meditation.  There is no doubt that this ancient technique, which involves focusing on our breath and going within, is an excellent way to re-center and regroup.  If you’ve tried and failed, welcome to the club, like all things worth doing, meditation takes practice.  There are a huge number of free guided meditations available online and even apps for that.


Another gift from ancient India, yoga is a popular and well-known form of exercise in many areas of the world today.  With a focus on stretching and strengthening many have turned to this ancient exercise to maintain strength and flexibility, but did you know it also reduces stress?  Many of the poses, breathing methods and exercises commonly used across the varied forms of yoga are also excellent anxiety management tools.  So, pop on over to YouTube, or dust that yoga workout video off and give it a shot.  It is also a great way to get kids calm and centered, so invite the whole family to join you for some morning yoga to get that day at home off to a great start. 

Take a walk

Not only is walking great exercise it is also a wonderful way to reduce your stress level.  Taking a walk alone or with your family each day is a great way to promote the release of endorphins and decrease feelings of stress.  If you are able to walk in a natural setting, that walk will be even more beneficial to your state of wellbeing.  In some cultures, regular emersion in nature is even prescribed by medical professionals to help balance the stress of busy lifestyles.  The Japanese call it forest bathing. Whether you choose to walk around the block or wander through the woods nearby, taking a walk daily will help improve your mood and, as a bonus, provide you with fresh air and sunshine, both of which help keep us healthier and more resistant to germs.


It is no secret that exercise is a wonderful tool for stress management.  If walking and yoga are not your thing, choose something that fits you better.  Spending a bit of time focusing on moving your body, working up a sweat, and releasing those endorphins (happy chemicals) will leave you feeling better.  So take that run, dig out those exercise videos, sign up for that virtual kickboxing class, and treat your body to some happy chemicals courtesy of biology.

Spend time in nature

If walking in nature is not for you, or you have mobility limits that make that a challenge, find ways to get out and immerse yourself in nature. Take a ride to the shore and watch the waves come in, grab a portable chair and sit at the edge of a field or woods and just watch for a bit. The less active we are, the more active our animal neighbors tend to be. Use this time to animal watch, learn to identify birds in your backyard, or just sit and take it all in. Take some time to close your eyes and listen to the rhythm of the world around you. The natural world is full of life we cannot hear when we are whizzing by with our heads full of worries and lives full of plans. Taking some time to just be in nature is a sure-fire way to reduce the stress you are feeling.


As the Doobie Brothers song says, “give me the beat boys and free my soul, I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away.” Music is a powerful tool, the right song can make us cry, pump us up, get us moving, and even soothe our soul. Playing uplifting music is a great way to decrease feelings of anxiety and drown out the fears of the world. If you also enjoy dancing, crank up those tunes and start a family dance party! Personal favorites when I need a lift are the Red Hot Chili Peppers, Michael Franti and Spearhead, and Queen, all guaranteed to transport me to my happy place, no matter where I am. Whatever music makes you happy, crank it up, don’t hesitate to belt it out, and dance till you feel nothing but joy!

Sink into a great book

Any bookworm will tell you the hands down best way to forget your troubles and the world around you is to delve into the pages of a great book. One of my personal favorite methods of stress relief and a constant in my life is reading. Whether you love fiction, poetry, biographies, or any other type of written work, grab that want to read list and sink into the pages of a great read. Be whisked away to far off lands, adventure with your favorite hero, re-read an old favorite. Reading reduces our blood pressure, stress level, and enriches our lives. It allows us to experience things we cannot go out and do ourselves.

Write it out

Writing is more than just a form of communication, it’s also a wonderful tool for dealing with uncomfortable feelings.  Journaling or free writing about how you are feeling about the state of the world, your job, your family, etc. can help put things in perspective.  Sometimes just writing something down will allow you to set it aside and move on with what needs to be done.  It can also be a valuable tool for getting the things you wish you could say aloud but never would out of your head.  You may find once your troubles are on paper, they are easier to let go, or debunk.  Want to increase the therapeutic power of writing down the things you wish you could say?  Grab a fireproof container and light that writing on fire, and let it go. 

Talk it over

Prefer a sounding board to bouncing ideas around your own echo chamber?  A chat with a good friend can do more than just fill the time.  Talking things out often helps us to gain perspective.  Even when it does not shift the way we see a situation, sharing our troubles with someone we trust is a wonderful way to destress and let go of the things that are eating us up.  Since an in-person gab session with the bestie over coffee is likely out of the question, you’ll have to settle for a messenger vent session, phone call or video chat.  So, make a date with your favorite folks to vent to and let it out. 

Smile and Laugh

We’ve all heard the saying laughter is the best medicine.  When it comes to breaking through the stress, it really is true.  Laughter reduces our blood pressure, relieves stress and tension, decreases stress hormones and increases immune function.  A good laugh will leave your muscles feeling relaxed for up to 45 minutes according to one study.  And, as it turns out, smiling is every bit as good for us.  When we smile our bodies release endorphins, serotonin and dopamine, three well known feel-good chemicals.  As a result, the act of smiling can actually make us feel less stressed and more happy.  So, dig out those comedies, read a hilarious book, play a foolish game with your loved ones.  The sillier the better.  Giggle, guffaw, and howl till you cry tears of happiness.  You will feel ever so much better if you do.

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Despite the many benefits of play, as adults we do not often take the time to engage in playful activities.  Play makes us not only happier, but smarter too. Playing reduces stress, promotes feelings of joy and happiness, increases our creativity and problem-solving skills.  It is also a wonderful way to forget about the troubles in the world around us and build stronger bonds with those we love.  When the world gets to be too much, dig out those toys, go on a dessert adventure with your kids in the living room, and get out those board games for some family fun time.  Not only will you all be distracted for a bit, you’ll be happier and more relaxed at the end as well, thanks to those happy chemicals from all the smiling and laughing.

Get creative

If you’ve ever lost track of time while making something, you know the power of creativity.  The creative mind is a wonderful thing.  Being creative increases problem solving skills, decreases stress hormones, and is very much like a sort of meditation.  The troubles of the world melt away as your brain turns to creative thinking and your eyes focus on the details of what you are making and/or referencing.  When creating, brains release the chemical dopamine, known to increase feelings of happiness as well as improve focus and problem-solving skills.  It turns out even something as simple as coloring in a coloring book can trigger the release of those feel good chemicals and reduce our stress levels.  So, dig out the crayons, paint, cloth, wood, whatever you use to create and sink into a project.  Allow the world around you and all the stress it holds to melt away for a bit.

Do whatever makes you happy

Because the ultimate antidote to stress seems to be happiness, anything that makes you feel happy will reduce your anxiety and stress.  As we have learned, smiling, laughing, and creating all promote the release of feel good chemicals.  There are many other activities that result in the release of those precious stress reducing hormones and chemicals.  So, whatever it is that brings you joy, get up and go do it!  Maybe it’s a cuddle with a furry friend, a jog around the block, a tidying spree in that closet you’ve been meaning to organize, a chat with a good friend, whatever your happy place is, now is a great time to spend more time there. 

While there is not much we can do about the stressful state of the world today, there is a great deal we can do to manage the feelings of anxiety that stress brings.  Taking the time to focus on activities that reduce our stress leaves us feeling happier and smarter.  With brains that are relaxed and tuned for problem solving, getting through the current chaos will certainly be simpler.

Thriving during a quarantine

Unless you’ve been hiding under a rock, you’ve heard the national response to the outbreak of a new virus amongst our population, COVID-19.  As the government imposes ever increasing restrictions, shutdowns, and even a few state-wide lock downs, more and more people are finding themselves displaced from their normal work or school setting.  People are being told to go home and stay there as much as possible, keep to themselves, and not gather.  Major sporting events are cancelled along with anything that is likely to draw a crowd of more than 10.  There is not an aspect of life it has not impacted at this point, as everything from work and school to travel and entertainment has been hit.  As we all settle into a home-based life, lacking in places to go, people to visit, and things to do out in the world, its going to be really important to stay sane and reduce our stress level.  No matter what risk you feel COVID-19 poses, the complete change of our society from public and social to home bound nearly over night is likely to be causing you a fair amount of unease.  Not to mention the stress of everyone suddenly needing to work, do schoolwork, and carry on with normal household things in the same space.  To say that the normal day to day has been disrupted is an understatement.  Normal, whatever that was for you, has been flipped on its head, given a solid spank and sent to its room for…well, we aren’t sure why, but it seems it may remain in time out for a while yet. 

As we settle in for the duration, its important that we peel ourselves away from the 24hour disaster stream on the news and social media and begin to normalize life inside our own four walls.  Especially if we have kids, they are worried, the fear is everywhere, they need us to show them everything is still okay.  The best way to do that, is to begin to do things that will lead to thriving during this event.  We’ve been in survival mode, something any field mouse can tell you is unsustainable, eventually you either have to stop running and get eaten by the fox or dash through a knothole and carry on for another day.  It’s time to find that knothole.  To begin to settle in and establish a little bit of routine (or not if that is your thing, it’s mine too 😊 ), to look at your family unit and brainstorm together the things you can accomplish as a unit, to make the most of this time together.  Someday we may even look back at these days with fondness as the days that forever glued our family together.  After all, hard times create tight bonds.  Let’s get on with the bonding.  The following are a few things you might consider doing to change survival mode to thriving mode during the COVID-19 shutdown.

Get creative with your spaces-

The first thing I realized when I learned both my college student and husband would be coming home to do their work with myself and our homeschooling younger son was that we were going to have to get creative to make this work.  Living in a small home means we are already using the main areas for homeschooling during the week, generally not a problem as its just the two of us here at that time and we can spread out and be as loud as we want.  Believe me when I say homeschooling is not a quiet endeavor.  More on that in a bit. 😉 So, we found some space for a home office for hubby and resolved to make it work.  Day one we discovered his need to conference call makes our setup not ideal. Nothing a little recalculation and relocating of the chattering homeschooler can’t solve.  Luckily, his classroom is very mobile! 

The bottom line is you have to find a way for everyone to be able to do the things they are obligated to get done.  Workers need to work to keep the world moving and cash flowing.  Kids need to learn, or at least be entertained if there is any hope at all of work getting done inside that space too.  If they will be continuing their normal schoolwork, its important for them to have a space for study that suits them.  For some that means a quiet space, for others noise and activity is better. All of that must be balanced with the other normal day to day things that happen inside a home like laundry, cleaning and cooking.  The show must go on, we just need to adapt to the new setting.

Get ready to facilitate learning-

For the majority of students, schools have closed.  In most cases students are being given work to take home so their education can continue.  This is very good news for anyone suddenly staring down the barrel of having to homeschool to pick up the slack, most of the work is being handled.  No need to hunt down the right curriculum, answer keys, tests, worksheets, etc., it’s all in the teacher packet, Phew!  All you have to do, is help them through it and be sure they are getting things done.  You may feel a little stressed, having struggled with math homework (haven’t we all?) that you will not know how to help them, trust me, between you and google, you can figure it all out.  You may even refresh some old knowledge or skill you’ve forgotten in the process. 

Speaking of knowledge and skills, if your child has gaps, this is a great time to work on those.  You’re going to find that the normal schoolwork load doesn’t take nearly as long to get through when it is one student and not 30 doing it.  One on one lessons and work are much more efficient for most types of study.  This will easily leave a few minutes a day to focus on a rusty skill.  Maybe they could use more time reading or writing, perhaps their math facts need a polish, or their pen control and letter formation is wobbly.  The internet is packed full of games, worksheets and apps to practice school skills.  Look at your child’s gaps and see what you can do to fill them. 

Now that the plan for schooling is sorted out, its time to talk a bit about the realities of doing school at home.  This isn’t a classroom.  In many ways that is going to be beneficial.  If you’ve visions of your student sitting tidily at their desk until they get work done, quietly, and without input from you, throw those out.  They aren’t going to help, they aren’t real.  Ask any teacher, that model student is one in a million.  Kids are noisy and distracted, they avoid the things they don’t like and get hung up doing the things they love.  They are just mini humans.  Noisier, smaller, humans.  You’ll save yourselves both a lot of frustration if you build movement breaks into the academic portion of your day and resign yourself to being okay with tangents.  A student who has questions about what they just read, or something they think may connect to it, is a problem solving and learning student.  Embrace the tangents, the worksheet can wait.

If yours is one of the schools that did not send work home, embrace this break from the norm.  Build reading time into their day, dig out the art supplies, encourage them to pursue their hobbies.  Play games that require thinking, counting, adding, and problem solving.  Keep those brains busy and thinking.  No need to print worksheets or gather curriculum (unless you’ve decided to homeschool from here on out.)  Think of it as a summer break, or winter holiday break, and embrace the time to playfully learn and gain skills. 

Alright, so once the plan for everyone being home for work and school has been sorted out, life can begin to settle into a rhythm.  You will likely find that all this time at home, with no after school activities, dance classes, music lessons, martial arts, gym time, errands, appointments and all the other things that keep us busy is going to be, well, boring.  We are used to having full, busy schedules.  Many of us have gotten fairly bad at being bored.  We’ve also gotten pretty bad at utilizing downtime.  We tend to turn to things that distract us, like social media and tap games, rather than finding something productive and fulfilling to do with that time.  Take it from a frequent shut-in, you’ve now got way more time on your hands than you can fill with that stuff.  Don’t worry, there are plenty of other things you can do while you’re stuck at home. 

Spring Cleaning-

It’s officially spring!  Use this extended time at home to get a good, deep spring cleaning done.  Enlist the help of your entire family and split tasks up between them.  Don’t worry that the five-year-old has never vacuumed before, or the teen doesn’t know how to wash the floor, this is going to be a learning experience.  As adults, they are going to have to clean, now is a great time to teach them how.  So, tell them how, show them how, and then let them do it.  And don’t go behind them to fix it!  I know, it may be tempting because, well, did the 5-year-old actually get the entire carpet?  Probably not, but they did their best work for you, don’t send the message that it was not up to par by doing it again.  If you must reclean something assigned to a child (or husband) who didn’t do the job the way you would, wait until you can claim it’s time to do it again.

  While you clean, purge.  It’s a perfect time to reevaluate all the “stuff” in your home, especially anything seldom used.  If it’s not seasonal or sentimental, and has not been used in 6 months, consider giving it the old heave-ho.  Gather the things someone might be able to use for donation, toss the rest.  With everyone at home, having the house clean and clutter free, will help everyone’s sanity and comfort.  You may even find some forgotten down-time entertainment in your search.  Perfect, because we definitely need more than cleaning as a distraction.

Play makes the time fly-

Play is beneficial in so many ways in a time like this.  It reduces stress, promotes feelings of happiness, and best of all, it helps the time fly by.  Dig out the cards, dice, and board games for some family game time.  Make sock puppets together and put on a puppet show.  Let your children lead you on an adventure through the jungles of their imagination.  Be a pirate, a mermaid, a princess, an astronaut.  Embrace imaginary play, dig out the toys and games and just be a kid for a bit.  You’ll be surprised how much better you feel after.  This is a great time to build memories with those cuties, don’t be too busy to join in the fun. 

Tackle a project together-

If your house is anything like ours, you probably have a project or two around that you have been meaning to get to.  I’m not talking home improvement (unless, of course you do have the materials on hand for that, in which case, rock on!)  I’m talking about those project kits we buy the kids that then join the stack of things we’re going to do when we have the time.  I call it my rainy-day pile, and boy, is it raining now!  It’s a perfect time to build that model, explore that volcano kit, learn about motors together, create friendship bracelets, or whatever else you may have hanging around waiting to be discovered. 

Dig out the art supplies-

Nothing is much more immersive and distracting than art.  One of the few activities that tends to capture all but the smallest children for good chunks of time, art is a great way to pass the time.  Dig out those paints, crayons, clay, whatever you have on hand will be great.  Gather discarded paper towel rolls, jars, egg cartons, and other materials for some fun recycled art projects.  Pinterest has millions of ideas.  Pop on over there for some inspiration if needed.

Dust off that old hobby

Maybe you used to sew or knit, perhaps you once loved spending your time wood burning or tying flies.  Whatever that hobby is, now is a great time to get it out of retirement.  Being creative helps time pass and keeps us busy and engaged in something positive.  This is also a great time to pass those hobby skills on to the next generation.  Share your love of crafting/creating/ railroads, whatever your “thing” is.

Learn something new

With plenty of time to fill, its also a great time to delve into something you’ve always wanted to know more about but have not had the time to investigate.  Binge on documentaries, scour the internet for information, seek out courses online, reach out to someone who is an expert and pick their brain.  Try to do something you haven’t before.  Think about hobbies you’ve wanted to try, can you get what you need to try them out?  Now is a great time to work the kinks out of a new skill. 

Dance, sing, or play music

Many households have a discarded musical instrument stashed somewhere.  Pick that guitar up and play, refresh those old music skills or learn some new ones.  Play music in your home on the radio or your favorite device.  Have a dance party in your kitchen with the entire family.  Music and dance are wonderful ways to lift spirits. 

Enjoy nature together

It is no secret that fresh air and sunshine are an important part of any healthy lifestyle.  Did you know they also reduce our chances of becoming sick?  Vitamin D, created by our bodies when we are in the sun, is vital to proper immune response and has been shown to reduce the duration of many viral ailments.  Spend some time outside, look at the plants and animals around you, learn their names and how to identify them.  If you don’t have a field guide, there are apps for that, most of them free if you don’t mind ads.  Spend time strolling, watching, and just enjoying the natural world.  Because we are practicing social distancing, be sure to stay in your own back yard or stick to less frequented areas.  Despite the myth, germs can be passed outside, the breeze and space we tend to give each other in outdoor spaces simply makes that less likely, not impossible.  So, get out there and spend some time enjoying the other animals that share our world for a bit.  You may discover neighbors you never knew you had.

Read a good book

Every bookworm will tell you, the absolute best way to lose chunks of time and escape from the world is in the pages of a great book.  Now is a great time to tackle that want to read list, or to start reading a great book with your kids, or both.  Start a reading competition in your house, see who can get through the most books before life returns to normal.  Times like these, are when bookworms are born.  So, dust off that stack of books you’ve been meaning to get to, scour the kindle library, or one of the many free resources for e-books and sink into a great story. 

With a little creative use of space and a mind determined to keep spirits high and life filled with laughter, you’ll be well prepared to whether this storm together.  You may even make a few new family traditions while you are at it.  Those family dance parties and hobby sessions may, with a bit of luck, continue long after life returns to normal.  Try to enjoy this time you have together.  Once the kids are grown and out on their own, you will all be blessed to have the memories of these close days together.  Someday you’ll share the story of the time you thrived at home together when the world shut down, may it be the story of the glue that strengthened your family bonds.

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